Monthly Archives: February 2022

Powdered Milk

Powdered milk made sly appearances at my childhood breakfasts, bluish and thin, with a nasty taste that took a moment to bloom in the mouth. Mom mixed it in empty milk jugs, whether to save money or rotate the food … Continue reading

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Cracked Wheat

Montana mornings, when cold siphoned water out of air to paint feathers on windows, when breath clouded around us in white drifts at the bus stop, were mornings for cracked wheat. Steaming, soaked in milk and honey, we ate hard … Continue reading

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Carey, Idaho, 1953

Waist-high in golden alfalfa, still in Sunday clothes, mother and dad peaceably move up a generation. His wife lightly shifts the baby and smiles at her in-laws, a real smile, not the type she’ll flash in future photographs. Now, baby’s … Continue reading

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Ephram Pratt Lines the Mountains of Regret

Condense the oceans of soft delight and winnow them into dying streams draining the mountains of regret from what everyone knows should happen, to the answers received in sad numbers by vagrant mining claims of burning illicit waste, like fulminating … Continue reading

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Ephraim Pratt Mourns the Passing of Innocence

Weathering the air veins sequestered innocently among the pines lining the lonely ridge, and the junipers seeking repose from ancient miners, from Indians climbing the mountains & hills of history, avoiding the voices of the past, the sounds of trees … Continue reading

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The Price of Entry

soft serve on sand to catch the view parked up nearby. even if this fall through scree is higher and at a distance from us our heads are out into the bay. we are getting to the real, a country … Continue reading

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Holy Well

explosion of concrete painted Marian blue over the rag-tied offering of the hawthorn the unrobed holy well lifts her skirts to moist leaves, and dark furred blur of moss Angela Gardner is a Welsh Australian poet and artist. Her verse … Continue reading

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A Low Land

My French-born, French-tongued father meets me in a French airport sometime in gray November. We were there by serendipity. He, on his third honey- moon. Me, on a visa to the homeland. But now, in a small rented car, we … Continue reading

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Mastering the art of Valentine’s day

Seafoam like glue. My bones are halos. Teeth: soft white lightbulbs. Rosehip tea and butter cookies. Newports and Café Bustelo with the state psychopath. And I’m banned from certain apartments but who cares when the love was paying rent in … Continue reading

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The Ambassador

They recalled the ambassador last night. By the time it hit the news, he was gone. It’s still always a ‘he’ when it comes to ambassadors here. They don’t trust ‘shes’ yet. They don’t trust him either, now. The ambassador … Continue reading

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This One About the English Countryside

Hilltop, we clung with red-cold fingers, burnished cheeks and foreheads, scarves and orange peels swinging from our pockets. Here, where there are a thousand kinds of quiet: leaky morning, re- heated soup, tomato or chicken or onion. Carpeted steps, the … Continue reading

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august, after lunch

legs splayed beneath the neck of the cherry tree you told me tales of last month when the fruit were ripe as rain, as breasts, as tender fisted eyes you gutted with bloody hands. how instead, we scooped finger-fulls of … Continue reading

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pick & choose

pluck my green unripeness finger & thumb stained revolve me & examine how I shiver on your petaled tongue – held & unembraced soured youth & curdled gums a pinch for tender- ness, ripened weak & gushing & sweet & … Continue reading

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Threnody

No fingers remove the husk Unscathed. In death the spines Of fish still purple cheeks. It’s the unspooling, reaching Back with blackened hands that Crosses time. Recall, softening Edges of mailboxes with Banana leaves. Smearing golden Grounds of coffee in … Continue reading

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here and there

i never used to parse through words this way, turning them in my hands like pearls. palming the muscled backs of trees, listening for breath, for something slightly parted. how still, life remains in boxes, on cold sidewalks, on sagging … Continue reading

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Listening to the Audiobook of The Bluest Eye

i am sitting hands-on-knees upturned the voice of Toni Morrison Herself is laying words like pearls in palms – fists behind my ears and heels. mama has fingers one-and-two on temple aimed up, parting question from conclusion as they slide … Continue reading

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mother existed primarily over email

we made pilgrimage to Club Pardes for a ten-course breakfast, this time cucumbers, scallions, radish salad with sour cream, political correctness, abortion, it could have been anything, and it was only tuesday and six a.m. coffee takes guts. we talked … Continue reading

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an ode to libras

i take pride in the fact i am not the same sign as my parents. astrology is nothing but faith. i once prayed to god, begged him to take me out of catholic school. it worked. i don’t dream in … Continue reading

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a portrait of childhood

swapping last names like candy / uncovering the origins of this body / burying friendships from past lives / tucking ancient skeletons under my pillow / praying to the tooth fairy / my only friend in this life / at … Continue reading

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what i dream on a tuesday night

peach tea dribbling from a lover’s lips / a home for lies i’ve stitched into palms of psychics / predicting me a new beginning from the lives i’ve shed like overgrown keratin / brushing onto the floor of your town’s … Continue reading

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during thunderstorms i think of death

music notes foaming at the mouth / my hands a creation of moonlight and trust / i poke the bruises on my skin / ask my wounds if they feel yet / silence echoes my name / mimics my wails … Continue reading

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Skeletons Walk South

He comes undone when an old woman on the street in Tucson snatches a loose thread on his suit jacket and jerks it loose. He shouts at her to let go, but she laughs and disappears around the corner, pulling … Continue reading

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Letter Never Sent

ONE Two packs of Marlboros a day. Did I write that I tried to cut down my smoking three months ago? Well, at least I am getting that raise at my job. It should pay for the additional two bucks … Continue reading

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House of Dawn

I rise from the corners of my bed. Through the small rectangular window, I watch the rose-pink light of dawn shimmer against the white walls of my room. It is the last day at Chungcheong, and I hope Father hasn’t … Continue reading

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For Qi Hong: Setting Off Once Again

How come I seldom dream, you once complain But before returning to Songzi, where we grew Up together, you did have one, & one in which You run after me to catch a last bus at twilight You ask me … Continue reading

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